Community with family I rarely see. Restoration from life’s weariness. The reminder the world is much, much bigger than our everyday. All gifts. All grace.
But pain is often part of the Puzzle we’re trying to piece together here on earth. Even on vacation.
And with experiences only the beach can etch on our hearts comes the sting of the jellyfish. The oldest grandchild, the youngest grandchild, and the husband discovering his childlike joy again after life’s deeper sting – all victims of its randomness.
“Why did God make jellyfish in the first place, Aunt Christan?”
“When exactly did jellyfish start stinging people, Mom? Was it before or after the Fall? Before or after sin entered the world?”
Together we pondered marine biology and ancient history and theology. And I winced. I still cringe today, for my daughter’s sting was so tiny compared to the pain she’ll face as her life unfolds. Sometimes its easier to look back on the mysteries of history instead of looking ahead.
And the Puzzle, it can be so frustrating, but we keep coming back for more. We try and fail and try again. We work with the hope of wholeness. Work toward restoration.
We were made for complexity. Made to wrestle the deep. And the unsatiated longing keeps us going, keeps us piecing together the mystery until every piece is in it’s place.
We’ll be piecing until the dawn of eternity, connecting pain with beauty, suffering with wholeness, heartache with understanding. Yes, we’ll be piecing until each fragmented piece becomes peace forevermore.
We have no reason to despair. Despite the fact that our outer humanity is falling apart and decaying, our inner humanity is breathing in new life every day. You see, the short-lived pains of this life are creating for us an eternal glory that does not compare to anything we know here. 2 Corinthians 4:16-17
Help me see You, God, amidst all these pieces. Help me want to see You. Guard me from bitterness as you grant the hope of a mystery fulfilled.
Calm me when the Puzzle isn’t beautiful yet…when I’m too scared to pick up another piece.
photos | Tybee Island, Georgia, usa
This post can also be viewed as a guest post at the Greentree Community Church blog (St. Louis, Missouri).